This blog entry is painful to write, and I’m inclined to use run-on sentences such as this one because when I stop using a run-on sentence I’ll have to face the change I’m making, and part of me is scared to make it because it goes against the way I have been for so long, and change can be scary sometimes – even though deep down I know I’m ready for this one, and the the urge to make the change has been growing in me for some time even though I always push it away from my mind every time the idea bubbles up within me and then I just move on with my day and forget about it for some time, all the while having planted another seed in the garden of doubt, knowing one day that it will be time for the harvest, and I fear that that day may have finally arrived today. When writing from now on, I’m not going to use double spaces after a period.
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The single life
